My life has a restart button

The purpose of life is to fight maturity.
Dick Werthimer

I have no doubts, and incidentally would not argue the fact that I, as an almost 31 year old father of one, am a child at heart. I do the things I must to make my life livable, but I also have no qualms with my childlike tendencies. It makes me --- me. Some people take life too seriously, That whole "He who dies with the most toys wins" mentality is such a waste of the best years of your life. This is the time I am suppose to have fun, experience new things, listen and learn from others so that I can make my life what my life is suppose to become. Everyday my life changes a little. It has no predetermined destination nor does it spin wildy out of control. My life has a controlled spontaneity that allows me to know that when I wake up each morning I know where I am, but never know where I am headed.

It had to end.

The siege is over. I took a shower this morning.

ZZZZzzzzzz

Don't you find these 3 day weekends relaxing? I don't think I have seen sunlight in 2 days and am not really planning on it for the 3rd. A refreshed and rejuvenated mind is only half the battle. Hell making it to the shower is enough of a chore as it is. It's a nice change of pace from the hectic work week and when you throw in a rehearsal schedule for the theater, well, these little hiatuses from the grind are nice.