Saturday, May 22, 2004

The End of an Era


.....Goodbye dear friend.

Well we say goodbye to the XP today. What was purchased on a whim is now someone elses whimsical purchase. It is kind of sad to part with the aqua crotch rocket, but it was long due. I am not the free roaming spirit I use to be, and it seemed like such a hassle to make it to the lake on a regular basis. But it sure was fun having it. And there are a million great stories about it. Maybe someday I will replace it with something more "family" oriented.

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

*yawn*

Well, obstacle #1 (Singing the National Anthem) is over and I think it went well. The sad thing is that I couldn't even stay till the end of the game. Oh believe me I tried, but I was so exhausted and hit a brick wall sometime around the beginning of the 3rd quarter. I am not so sure its healthy for a 30 year old man to be in bed by 8 or 9:00 every night. Tonights sleeping excursion will probably be even earlier seeing as how I have be in Spearville at 5:30 a.m. tomorrow morning. ROCK AND ROLL BABY!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!! ZZZZZZZzzzzzzz



Go Legend!

Monday, May 17, 2004

Man, what a crazy week.

It's monday and I can already say that this week is going to be insane. Tomorrow night I am singing the National Anthem at the Legends USBL basketball game with 3 other compadres. It's kind of funny how not more than 15 years ago I always looked at singers as being selfish. There they stood all by themselves belting out tunes and soaking in the attention like they were Kings and Queens speaking to their loyal peasants. Now look at me. I can't get enough of it. It seems like I can't shake this singing gig, and its not like I have a great voice or anything. I think I went to the Jason Alexander school of singing; Act like you can do it. And in truth that is all it really is. If you have some sort of ability to carry a note you can pull it off. I remember back in college I was dared to enter a local radio stations kareoke contest. Luckily for me I knew 2 of the judges and got into the final round. I knew there was no way I was going to win it on talent alone, so I picked a song that I thought that the local crowd would get into. I chose Travis Tritt's T-R-O-U-B-L-E. I had never even sung it before but that night I was the man. Gyrating and playing up the crowd like no other. Long story short I won the Male division and got a free weekend trip to KC and some wonderful parting gifts. I abolutely know for a fact I wasn't the best singer there, but I guess my acting job fooled them into thinking I was.
Okay enough of that rant, back to the week at hand. We have a cabaret this weekend for which I am playing the drums, I have to squeeze in a meeting on thursday in Wichita for work, then perform Friday and Saturday at the Cabaret. I know it doesn't seem like much, but I really wonder sometimes why I subject myself to this kind of schedule. I guess its a labor of love really. Why else would I do it?

What the hell happened to me?

Have you ever been so caught up in your life that you don't even realize that the things you do are sending you down some spiraling cespool of regret and pain? Me neither... to me its just some test in life that I feel I must pass before I am fully happy. Its weird, but its my life, so I deal.


Sunday, May 16, 2004

Hey Look at me!

Well here it is. I have just joined the line. Seth and Mark, the head lemmings, have reserved a spot for me in line. So now I have to catch up. SO much to comment on but so many more things to get done before I start. So off to laundry I go!